of course he loves you.

"If he loves you, if he really loves you, you'll know it. If you can wake up to his staring at you and it's not even mildly creepy, if you catch his smelling the shoulder of the hooded sweatshirt you lent his for an autumn walk at the beach, and not for B.O, if he makes you a pancake in the shape of a shark, if he calls you drunkenly at four in the morning "to talk", if he laughs at your jokes when they're funny and makes fun of you when they're not, if he keeps his fridge stocked Guinness tallboys for when you came over, if he tells you how he wishes he were closer to her sister and that his dad makes him sad: He loves you, of course he loves you"